Sunday, January 26, 2020
Feminism in Fifth Business
Feminism in Fifth Business The role of women in the novel Fifth Business is essential and fundamental to the character development and spiritual meaning that Dunny seeks throughout the novel and whether they shape and influence his life in a positive or negative way. Dunny remains in the background essential to the action but not a principal, interlaced in a thread of numerous subplots and themes. Dunny peruses his passion for hagiology which sets him on a journey of discovery through a path of materialism and spirituality plagued by his consistent guilt which carries an underlined theme throughout the novel. The importance of women is consistent throughout the novel since his upbringing in the town Depthford onwards and we will see these women sculpting, damaging or setting him free. The roles of the women will be analyzed through the view of Dunny and how they contributed to his development. The novel Fifth Business which is written by Robert Davies and although they are entirely unalike in character similar experiences enclosed in a fictional reworking of arrangements and situations are consistent with the life of Robert Davies specifically with a similar childhood in a small town in Ontario which give you an account of his thoughts, emotions and experiences in a deeper sense. First, Dunnys mother is a determined and controlling person with a strong and strict Calvinist belief who raises Dunny accordingly which fits her role as a protecting and loving mother who likes to help others, until their situation drastically changes when the focus of her love changes and isolation coupled with resentment builds after the snowball incident with the Dempsters family. This is evident, when Dunny states I began to believe that I was more responsible for the birth of Paul Dempster than were his parents, []. Part of that dreadful fate would undoubtedly be rejection by my mother (Davies 17). Undeniably, his mothers love and focus begins to change attention towards the Dempsters family instead of her own household which initiates Dunnys feeling of isolation and begins to feel resentment for his mother who is unable to provide consolation for his adolescent heart. Furthermore, Dunnys mother continues the passage of isolation and it is particularly felt when Dunny responds Being unofficial watchdog to the Dempsters family was often a nuisance to me and did nothing for my popularity (Davies 22). Obviously, the feeling of isolation is felt by Dunny and it affects his social life with his friends and himself as a person in the future. Next, Dunnys mother imposes fear on his juvenile youth and the resentment for his mother arguably evolves to hate when he is severely beaten by his mother and replies I have been very miserable since-miserable not for an hour but for months on end-but I can still feel that hours misery in its perfect desolation, if I am fool enough to call it up in my mind (Davies 29). Consequently, this incident causes an atmosphere of tension throughout the rest of the novel whenever Dunnys mother is mentioned and he instead turns his attention and love towards Mrs. Dempster. In the long run, Dunnys mother is responsible for his deep isolation, his stance on women, and the insecurities around them which boundaries his feelings and emotion s throughout his life and does anything only through obligation and nothing out of desire for himself which is the reason for his life being miserable and despiteful leaving him unable to form lasting relationships with women and relatively unattached to his mother and women in general. Second, Mary Demspter is considered Dunnys first love and a simple women and more so after the incident with the snowball which is the reason Dunny carries the plague of guilt with him throughout the novel but in essence the guilt remains with himself alone which is a weak cause to hold it against Mary and claim it as her role for she is not the reason it occurred. On the contrary, with that established let us not overlook that Mary plays arguable one of the most vital roles in the novel as Dunnys inspiration for the path of mythology, saints and longing for knowledge and inner spirituality. This begins, with the second miracle when Mary has supposedly raised Willie from his deathbed and Dunnys response to himself is For me, Willies recall from death is, and will always be, Mrs. Dempsters second miracle (Davies 57). Undeniably, to Dunny this is seen as a complete miracle whether anyone believes him or not and will commence his journey of mythology and validating Mary as a saint. Furt hermore, is apparent with the first miracle that occurs but is not known until later when Dunny reencounters Joel Surgeoner and discuses the miracle with him and Joel acknowledges, He worked through that women, and she is a blessed saint, for what she did for me-I mean it as I say it-was a miracle (Davies 135). Clearly, this acceptance of Mary as a saint without a doubt in the eyes of Joel who is forever changed since that night leaves a strong impression on Dunny and motivates him in continuing his direction in the path of mythology and to comprehend the complications and serious possibilities of Mary being a saint. In addition, the third and last miracle is during the war when Dunny is about to lose consciousness and during this time has visions of Mary and her being the Madonna statue but does not fully acknowledge it till later in the novel when he contemplates to himself that, [H]er miraculous appearance to me when I was at the uttermost end of my endurance at Passchendaele (Da vies 161). Without doubt, Dunny is talking within the context of the 3 miracles and confirms to himself that the vision of Mary was the third and final miracle and might be all the proof that he needs to convince himself that it is so but his conviction also plays a destructive influence yet on the other hand brings him academic and personal growth and pleasure. On the whole, Mary plays a critical role providing the three miracles that occur and essentially changes his life profoundly while recognizing her as wholly religious and his experience with her offers him a greater insight about the nature of a life lived with the knowledge of the presence of the mythic world in the actual world and reassures his childhood interest in mythology and saints to come to the forefront of his life and career. Third, Diana Marfleet plays a significant role in the novel as his first meaningful and realistic love but more importantly gently guides him in his self-transformation with the change of his name and being with her made him realize what he really wanted in life and she helped him mentally with the damage that his mother has caused. Plainly, it is clear when his self-transformation begins as Diana is taking care of him and he receives the news of death of his family during the war due to the influenza epidemic of early 1918 and Dunnys remark to himself was, It was years before I thought of the death of my parents as anything other than a relief; in my thirties I was able to see them as real people (Davies 78). It seems that Dunny is finally able to escape his mother even though it was through death it was something he has been longing for and finds great freedom in it while finding closure at the same time during the care of Diana. Also, Dunnys time with Diana helps his figure out wh at he wants to do with his life now that he is physically and mentally able with the care of Diana by his side and the freedom he has just received. Distinctly, being with Diana has made him think about himself for once in life and made him realize that he loves Diana but is not in love with her and that is when Dunny mentions to himself That decision, made at that time, has shaped my life and doubtless in some ways it has warped it, but I still think I knew what was best for me. In the long periods of rest in the hospital I thought as carefully as I could about my situation (Davies 85). Certainly, he is referring to the decision he has made with Diana and how things would not work out between them in the future because she is too similar to his mother which he just got rid of and does not want another. Moreover, to complete his transformation she decides that he should change his name to Dunny which mentally gives him the psychological push to complete and realize his transformatio n into a new person when his reply was I liked the idea of a new name; it suggested new freedom and new personality (Davies 90). Unmistakably, Dunny has taken a liking to his new name which was changed from Dunstable to Dunny and enjoys the freedom and the possibilities that it holds and he remains grateful for what she has made him realize and done for him which no other women has so far. To sum up, it is ironic that consequently Diana who was the one to sever the link between Dunny and his mother by renaming him does not end up marring him and more so because his mothers full name was Fiona Dunstable Ramsay. Nevertheless, his relationship and time with Diana has matured him and broaden his scope of life, understanding and culminated in his rebirth and renaming. In conclusion, the role of women have been extensive and necessary throughout the novel and has matured and turned Dunny into the man he is today although his mother has been the root of the problems in his life the majority of the women have been a positive influence on Dunny and will forever change his outlook on women and life. Dunny has remained and fulfilled his role as Fifth Business by bringing resolution or meaning to the story or merely by observing or explaining it. Throughout the novel he was always the odd man out and continually searching for meaning and significance in life whether it be from his mother who molded him during his childhood, Mary who gave him a lasting connection with the mythology, magic, and the inner spirituality of one self and life or Diana who gracefully opens and heals his heart and mind regarding women and himself again. Ultimately it is an incredible quest for knowledge and happiness which he has finally found even though it was a long and tiring journey with many sacrifices.
Saturday, January 18, 2020
Course Reflection
At the beginning of this course, I was a little bit scared because it was my first online class. I almost considered dropping the course, but now I canââ¬â¢t believe I am at the end of it. I found this course very interesting and productive. In the first instance, I think the syllabus, which is an outline of course of study, a summary or the list of topics of a course or lectures that studentââ¬â¢s collect from their teachers perfectly explained everything regarding the course ranging from the book requirement to the grading system.Nevertheless, I sometimes get nervous when there is not enough information but this is usually outside the class environment. I also did not have to worry about MLA format, because the sample for each assignment was always on a Blackboard. Moreover, I learned new information on MLA format and online research. I am sure that these skills that I have acquired will be of invaluable help to me in the future. Similarly, I enjoyed reading during this class . I think it was the purpose of our instructor to make this course more interesting and exciting by giving out such famous books for the class.Even though I read these books before, I enjoyed them better when I went over them again. In my opinion, the course was great. Our professor minimized studentsââ¬â¢ worries and inconveniences by providing numerous and well organized information. I think this is important for any class most especially for online classes. Today, as I engage my cerebral neurons in the pensive thoughts of those sweat experiences, the fascinating endearment and the academic fun derived from my online course without the losing my focus, it corrects my previous notion that there cannot be serious academic work in the atmosphere where there is some fun.
Friday, January 10, 2020
The Twilight Saga 5: Midnight Sun 22. The Hunt
We were weaving in and out of traffic as James followed us. We were driving north towards Vancouver. Each second that I spent away from Bella I could feel my body's fresh tear ache. Half of me was with her, without her I could never be whole. We drove until we were only thirty miles away from Vancouver before I heard a distant ringing. It was just a faint echoing sound. It's about time, she better have good news for me about the human. About the human? It was definitely James' thoughts I heard as he continued to stay out of our vision, keen to not be spotted. ââ¬Å"Carlisle, slow down,â⬠I ordered while looking wildly around. Carlisle released his foot from the gas and the Jeep slowly drifted down to sixty as he looked sideways at me. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠Carlisle asked, anxious. ââ¬Å"James has just received a phone call,â⬠I explained. ââ¬Å"Where did they take her?â⬠James was wildly enthusiastic at the prospect of finding her when I was nowhere near her. I was too far away from him to hear the other end of the conversation so I settled with listening through James' mind. ââ¬Å"I don't know. They mixed the smell up and she was not in the truck. It was two female vampires and they drove west until we were several miles away from Forks. She must still be there. They tricked us,â⬠I heard Victoria say. Idiotic woman! James roared in his head. ââ¬Å"Find her!â⬠he commanded and hung up the phone. James ran the opposite direction of the road, flying feverously away from the Jeep until I couldn't hear his thoughts anymore. ââ¬Å"Stop!â⬠I yelled. Carlisle slammed on the brakes as the Jeep slid to a halt on the side of the highway. ââ¬Å"What is it?â⬠Emmett and Carlisle asked at the same time. ââ¬Å"He knows that Bella isn't in the truck. He has a cell phone. He's sent Victoria back to Forks because he believes she is still there.â⬠I didn't expect the nomad to have something as technologically advanced as a cell phone considering how they live. But I remembered something that Laurent had said, ââ¬Å"He's every bit as comfortable in the human world as you seem to be, and he won't come at you head onâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ Emmett and Carlisle both understood instantly that Victoria had realized Bella was not in the truck. ââ¬Å"I'll call Esme,â⬠Carlisle said while picking up his cell phone and dialing her number quickly. I heard Esme's voice on the other line. ââ¬Å"Carlisle,â⬠she began but he cut her off to explain what happened. ââ¬Å"She knows that Bella isn't with you and suspects that she is still in Forks. Go back and watch Charlie, make sure he's safe. Send Rosalie to find Victoria and follow her. We need to make sure that she isn't able to track Bella. We'll chase after James,â⬠Carlisle's lips were blurred at the fast motion of his speech. ââ¬Å"I'll tell her. Carlisle, I love you, be careful,â⬠Esme said affectionately. ââ¬Å"I love you, too and I will.â⬠Carlisle hung up the phone. Let me go after him, please Edward. Emmett was begging in his mind. I turned around to face him. ââ¬Å"We'll both go.â⬠I turned to Carlisle. ââ¬Å"Continue north until you reach the airport. Keep an eye out for him there ?C if we lose track of him I want to make sure we know where he is headed. We will keep you up to date.â⬠He nodded. Emmett and I dashed from the Jeep and headed towards the forest where I last heard James' thoughts. When we caught up with his scent I could hear his faint hasty footsteps but he was too far away for me to hear his mind. The sun was peeking through the canopy of trees as the night sky began to slowly lighten the forest floor, bathing it in a pleasant golden glow. Can you hear his thoughts? What are his plans? Emmett asked. ââ¬Å"No. He is too far away from us.â⬠I spoke quickly. Go ahead of me and see what you can find out. Hey ?C don't get too close without me, Emmett chuckled. I want a piece of him too. I rolled my eyes and darted faster than ever towards the one creature who threatened Bella's life more than I already had. I had trouble catching up to him but I was able to finally hear one thought. She's still in Forks. I slowed some to let Emmett catch up with me. ââ¬Å"I think he's going to head back to Forksâ⬠¦but I don't understand ââ¬â he isn't running that direction. He keeps running north and not in a straight path. I think he's trying to get us off his trail.â⬠I explained to Emmett. Maybe we could split up and try to trap him, he suggested. ââ¬Å"That might be what he wants. Let's just keep together for now.â⬠You're just afraid I'll catch up to him before you and will miss the opportunity to kill him, Emmett was plainly trying not to laugh. I sighed loudly at his thoughts, though he was partially correct ?C I did want to personally rip him to shreds. I could see the dim city lights of Vancouver begin to get closer to us. As the sun rose the windows on the large buildings began to shimmer and reflect onto the large city. I hadn't heard any thoughts or any noise from James for several miles. I only continued to follow his scent. When we reached the forest edge we stood in the shadows looking out at the partially sunny grounds. Emmett's eyes glowed a honey color in the dazzling sunlight. It's too sunny. Emmett looked up like he was willing the clouds to form. As soon as he thought the words a long cloud loomed into view, moving closer to the sun until a shadow hung over us and the city below turned grey and dark. ââ¬Å"Let's go,â⬠I commanded with a bite of impatience in my voice. We continued to follow his scent as we made our way across town until it ended abruptly at a car rental store. ââ¬Å"Crap,â⬠we both said together. I grabbed my cell phone out of my pocket and dialed Carlisle's number. ââ¬Å"Edward,â⬠he answered. ââ¬Å"Carlisle, James has rented a car and I need to get something out of my bag to try and find out where he went. We are at sixteen ninety-six west, first Avenue. Hurry!â⬠I said quickly. ââ¬Å"I'm on my way,â⬠he hung up the phone. In a few short minutes Carlisle was speeding around the corner and came to a shuddering halt in front of us. I opened the back door and pulled my bag out, opening it to reveal my many ID's. Inside I had a Royal Canadian Mounted Police badge that our family previously used to protect ourselves. I snatched it up and swept over the threshold of the car rental store. The girl behind the desk was startled at my appearance. ââ¬Å"Can I help you?â⬠she stuttered while scrutinizing my face. I flashed my badge. ââ¬Å"Yes. I'm with the RCMP. Ma'am, there was a man in here today that is ye tall,â⬠I put my hand to James' height, ââ¬Å"and has long light brown hair. He would have rented a car from you today. I need to know the make and model and where he was headed. He is a murderer and we have only recently caught on to his trail.â⬠A murderer! ââ¬Å"Yes, sureâ⬠¦there was only one man in here this morning to rent a car. Let me print out the information.â⬠She began typing on the keyboard and clicking her mouse. I could have been killed, she thought frantically as she searched for the information I requested. Her mind began to panic as she read the information on the screen. She looked away before I was able to read it. She turned her face to mine, her eyes wide with terror. ââ¬Å"Umâ⬠¦Ã¢â¬ she hesitated nervously. ââ¬Å"The car has already been returned to another branch.â⬠ââ¬Å"Where?â⬠I asked with an inarticulate yell of rage. ââ¬Å"The airport,â⬠she said in a high pitched whisper. Panic erupted through my stomach as I realized I had no idea where he was going. My only conclusion is that he was going back to Forks, but I wasn't positive. I clenched my fists and ran out towards the Jeep and without saying a word Carlisle he was speeding quickly south towards Washington. ââ¬Å"We need to know if he shows up in Forks,â⬠I said hastily. Carlisle was dialing Esme's number before I was able to speak anymore. I heard Esme answer the phone. ââ¬Å"Hello.â⬠ââ¬Å"Esme, what has Victoria been doing?â⬠Carlisle asked politely yet hurriedly. ââ¬Å"Rosalie followed her to Charlie's house. Don't worry, he wasn't home. I am not sure what she was looking for thereâ⬠¦maybe to find a lead on where Bella might be. Rosalie said that she has been following Bella's scent all through town and even stopped by the school before anyone was there.â⬠Esme spoke quickly. ââ¬Å"James' got away from us. We think that he got on a plane to go back to Forks. Please be careful. We'll be there shortly.â⬠Carlisle said gravely. I heard Esme gasp over the phone. ââ¬Å"Victoria also went to the airport,â⬠she whispered. Carlisle pressed the accelerator down harder and the Jeep groaned as we were hitting one forty. ââ¬Å"Be careful. We're on our way back.â⬠Panic was present in Carlisle's thoughts. Please let us get back there before he does, he thought. They said their goodbyes. As soon as Carlisle hung up the phone he was instantly dialing another number ?C Alice. ââ¬Å"Carlisle,â⬠Alice trilled. ââ¬Å"Are you in Phoenix and is Bella safe?â⬠asked Carlisle. ââ¬Å"Yes,â⬠replied Alice. ââ¬Å"We lost track of James. We believe he is headed towards Forks. Victoria has been searching for leads and clues hoping to find a way to Bella.â⬠Carlisle spoke calmly. ââ¬Å"I just saw him in a room. It's long, and there are mirrors everywhere. The floor is wooden. There is a gold stripe across the mirrors. It's still very cloudy ?C he hasn't made a decision yet. He'll be in this room today or maybe tomorrow. I've also seen him watching something from a VCR in another place but it is too dark to see. He brings the video he watched back to the room with the mirrors but he doesn't watch it like he does in the dark room. The room with the mirrors is the room where he waits. Whatever made him get on that planeâ⬠¦it was leading him to those rooms,â⬠Alice explained to Carlisle. ââ¬Å"Let me speak to Bella,â⬠I held my hand out for the phone. ââ¬Å"Is Bella awake? Edward would like to speak to her,â⬠Carlisle asked. ââ¬Å"Yes,â⬠Alice said while Carlisle handed the phone to me. ââ¬Å"Hello?â⬠My heart rejoiced at hearing her voice. ââ¬Å"Bella,â⬠I said devotedly. ââ¬Å"Oh, Edward! I was so worried,â⬠she squeaked. Why was she worried about me? She should be worried about herself. ââ¬Å"Bella,â⬠I sighed in frustration. ââ¬Å"I told you not to worry about anything but yourself.â⬠ââ¬Å"Where are you?â⬠She demanded. ââ¬Å"We're outside of Vancouver. Bella, I'm sorry ?C we lost him. He seems suspicious of us ?C he's careful to stay just far enough away that I can't hear what he's thinking. But he's gone now ?C it looks like he got on a plane. We think he's heading back to Forks to start over.â⬠I felt like a fool for falling for his car rental trick. ââ¬Å"I know. Alice saw that he got away.â⬠ââ¬Å"You don't have to worry, though. He won't find anything to lead him to you. You just have to stay there and wait till we find him again,â⬠my voice hinted at my disapproval for her doing anything else. ââ¬Å"I'll be fine. Is Esme with Charlie?â⬠she asked, concerned. She was always so selfless, worried about everyone else but herself. I tried to calm her frenzied nerves. ââ¬Å"Yes ?C the female has been in town. She went to the house, but while Charlie was at work. She hasn't gone near him so don't be afraid. He's safe with Esme and Rosalie watching.â⬠ââ¬Å"What is she doing?â⬠she whispered. ââ¬Å"Probably trying to pick up the trail. She's been all through the town during the night. Rosalie traced her through the airport, all the roads around town, the schoolâ⬠¦she's digging, Bella, but there's nothing to find.â⬠I hope, I added internally. ââ¬Å"And you're sure Charlie's safe?â⬠I suppressed a sigh to her ever selflessness. ââ¬Å"Yes, Esme won't let him out of her sight. And we'll be there soon. If the tracker gets anywhere near Forks, we'll have him.â⬠And I pictured tearing him to shreds and burning him, hoping that this beating would come sooner than later so I could have Bella in my arms again. ââ¬Å"I miss you,â⬠she barely whispered. My heart ached every second we were apart from each other. My body still felt torn in two. ââ¬Å"I know, Bella. Believe me, I know. It's like you've taken half my self away with you.â⬠ââ¬Å"Come and get it, then,â⬠she coaxed me. It was very tempting, but I had to take care of James first. ââ¬Å"Soon, as soon as I possibly can. I will make you safe first.â⬠I said fiercely. ââ¬Å"I love you,â⬠she croaked. I had continually put her life in danger since the moment I met her and she still loved me. Despite the situation we were currently in my heart leapt at her words. ââ¬Å"Could you believe that, despite everything I've put you through, I love you, too?â⬠ââ¬Å"Yes, I can, actually,â⬠she said matter-of-factly. ââ¬Å"I'll come for you soon,â⬠I promised. ââ¬Å"I'll be waiting.â⬠I hung the phone up. The day slipped away and extinguished its self as we drove quickly through the dark and winding road towards Forks. My mind was constantly thinking of the many ways I would torture and kill James. Emmett's line of thought was not far from my own, but he really just wanted a fight. He did want to protect Bella, but he was getting enjoyment out of this and I was not. When we finally arrived back in Washington we were greeted by Rosalie, who was still screaming nasty retorts in her mind at me. ââ¬Å"I've followed Victoria everywhere but she hasn't returned to the airport and James has still not shown up. I've waited at the airport since Esme called me.â⬠Rosalie spoke to Carlisle only. ââ¬Å"Where is Victoria now?â⬠asked Carlisle. ââ¬Å"She has disappeared. I have no idea where she went. The rain has washed any lingering scent and between Esme and me we couldn't keep an eye on her, Charlie and the airport,â⬠Rosalie explained. Carlisle placed a hand on her shoulder. ââ¬Å"It's okay, you did an excellent job.â⬠We continued to search throughout the day for Victoria and James but neither of them were around. We couldn't find any traces of their scent anymore. Rosalie kept guard at the airport. As each hour passed with no luck of finding either of them I felt a weight in my chest drop sickeningly down into my stomach. I felt like there was something wrong, like I was missing something crucial. Night came and we still had absolutely no luck in finding the two. It was about two in the morning when all of a sudden I felt my phone vibrate. I pulled it out of my pocket to read Alice's name on the caller ID. I felt my heart sink. When I opened it to answer Alice spoke so swiftly I didn't even have the chance to speak. ââ¬Å"Edward, James is in Phoenix. I saw it in a vision; you need to get here now! He has been to her mother's house and at her old ballet studio.â⬠Alice was uneasy. Carlisle and Emmett were with me and they both nodded their heads to me. We'll go with you, they both thought together, Emmett more eager than Carlisle. ââ¬Å"We'll take the first flight out of Seattle. It leaves at five thirty, and then Carlisle, Emmett and myself are going to take Bella somewhere and hide her. We'll meet you at the airport,â⬠I rushed through my words while running towards the Jeep to get our bags and then towards Seattle with Emmett and Carlisle behind me. I hung up the phone and in a short time we were outside of Seattle. The lights from the town became brighter the closer we raced towards the airport. Are you okay? Carlisle thought as we were running. ââ¬Å"Not really,â⬠I whispered. Don't worry, son. We'll get there and take her away some place safe. Carlisle reassured me. We arrived outside the airport and queued in line. Each second passed slowly as people weighed their bags and showed their ID's. Carlisle finally reached the desk. ââ¬Å"Hello, we need three tickets to Phoenix, please,â⬠he said politely to the man behind the counter. ââ¬Å"We only have first class left,â⬠the man informed us. ââ¬Å"That's fine. Three first class tickets then,â⬠Carlisle smiled to the man behind the counter and his heart raced along with his mind. There is something weird about these guys, especially the big oneâ⬠¦creepy, he thought. He handed the tickets over the counter once we showed proper ID. We flew through the airport until we arrived at the gate. The waiting game we played tore at my nerves. Each second that Bella was in danger made my insides feel like they were being put through a grinder. Each thought of her being hurt ripped through my heart leaving big gaping holes. When we entered the plane we sat quickly in the front. As the passengers waited in a long line for others to put their luggage away, I was having to concentrate every particle of my mind not to snap their necks, take over the plane and fly it to Phoenix myself. I could feel the pulses of those closest to me and a woman flinched away when she accidently touched my cold skin. Carlisle had placed his hand on my shoulder, guessing what I was planning in my mind. Take it easy, Edward. I'm sure she will be fine. We'll get there and take her away, Carlisle tried to calm my nerves again. When the plane finally speed down the tarmac I laid my head back trying to think of anything else besides the danger I had brought upon Bella. The plane ascended quickly into the early morning sky. I started imagining the many places we could go. Isle Esme, perhaps? Or maybe Europe. I contemplated. I began thinking about us being alone together. Bella was in immediate danger but all I could think about is how wonderful it would be to hold her every day and every night and never have to worry about bringing her back. I would let her warm me every chance she got. My fantasies spun wildly out of control, but it was the only way I could keep my mind from racing the other way, towards Bella's possible death. Carlisle was reading a book about modern medicine while Emmett put ear phones in to watch a movie. I looked to see what the movie was because Emmett was contemplating all the moves he would have been making in each fight sequence. Fight Club, of course, I suppressed laughter at his many thoughts. I dove deeper into Emmett's mind, watching him mentally kick Brad Pitt's ass. It was quite entertaining. When the movie ended I started searching through Carlisle's mind to see if he had found anything interesting to read. He was reading about a new technology to remove different kinds of brain cancer that are almost impossible to get to without damaging the patient. ââ¬Å"We are about to land in Phoenix Arizona where the time is nine twenty-seven. Looks like we are going to be arriving on a beautiful sunny day, where the temperature is eighty eight degrees,â⬠the stewardess announced over the intercom. The plane began descending towards Phoenix. All I could think about was running across the airport and embracing Bella. The thought of her blushing face as I brought her lips to mine in greeting sent me above the edge, I was holding myself to the seat trying not to leapt up and break through the plane. Uh, Edwardâ⬠¦you're about to break the seat's arm rests. Emmett smirked in my direction. I looked down and realized that I had left large hand imprints on the seats. I folded my arms across my chest. I felt a jolt as the plane landed onto the concrete air strip. I started to feel a sign of relief when I heard Alice's thoughts. Looks like his plane just landed. I hope Jasper brings Bella back from getting breakfast soon. Jasper is alone with Bella? I was instantly nervous. Why would she let him take her somewhere with no supervision? The plane moved slowly down the tarmac until we reached our gate. The slowness of the air crew had me day dreaming of just bursting through the side of the airplane to get to her. The door was finally opened and they let first class off the plane. We were the first ones to the exit but then we had to deal with the crowd outside the airplane. I began edging through the crowd at the slowest human pace I could imagine. Each second of knowing how close I was but still not there sent anger surging through my veins at the slow human sloths. As we moved closer to the baggage claim I began staring over the heads of the crowd, looking for any sign of Bella. Out of nowhere Alice was standing stock still in front of me with a piece of paper in her hand. Her eyes were wide with horror. ââ¬Å"What is that?â⬠I gasped. She was hiding something from me as she began thinking of different fashion designers from around the world. ââ¬Å"It's from Bella,â⬠Alice cried. ââ¬Å"Where is she?â⬠I began looking around the crowd, hoping beyond hope that she was not in some sort of danger. Alice's hand held out the piece of parchment. I snatched it out of her hand and quickly read over it. Edward, I love you. I am so sorry. He has my mom and I have to try. I know it may not work. I am so very, very sorry. Don't be angry with Alice and Jasper. If I get away from them it will be a miracle. Tell them thank you for me. Alice especially, please. And please, please don't come after him. That's what he wants, I think. I can't bear it if anyone has to be hurt because of me, especially you. Please, this is the only thing I can ask you now. For me. I love you. Forgive me. Bella. ââ¬Å"Wasn't she in the airport with you?â⬠I shouted. Alice cringed from my words but her face showed great sadness. ââ¬Å"Yes,â⬠she whispered. ââ¬Å"Where's Jasper?â⬠my eyes narrowed and I began to see through a red tint. Suddenly Alice showed me two terrifying visions she had since I left Seattle. I dove into her mind as the future continually shifted. The first was a vision of Bella lying on the ground in the ballet studio, I assumed, beaten and dead with James standing over her ?C blood dripping from the corners of his mouth. I felt like I could barely stand. My life was ?C over, gone. She showed me the second vision. Bella telling Jasper she has to go to the bathroom and her running straight through to another exit, fleeing the airport ?C alone. Unconsciously I was running towards the bathroom in Alice's vision. Jasper appeared in my vision and I heard his thoughts. She sure is taking a long time to go to the bathroom. I guess I'm not sure how long it takes for someone to go to the bathroom. I rushed past him and into the ladies bathroom. Loud screams erupted as I started opening stall after stall looking for Bella. I could barely smell her presence in the bathroom. The rest of my family flew in behind me. I rounded on Jasper. ââ¬Å"Why didn't you watch after her?â⬠I cried out. My stomach started plummeting horribly as each second passed. ââ¬Å"She asked to go to the bathroom. I didn't know she wouldâ⬠¦run away,â⬠Jasper looked shocked and ashamed. I didn't have any time to waste; I had to find Bella before she walked into James' lethal hands. I took in a deep breath trying to locate her scent. When I found it I flew out of the bathroom using the other exit and ran towards an elevator. I pressed the button several times impatiently. The elevator was too slow so I rushed down the stairs, opening the door to each floor to take a whiff of the air, looking for Bella. I finally opened the door to the most delicious fragrance, like she was standing in front of me. It must not have been long ago that she was there. I continued to take in deep breaths of the glorious fragrance until I was running outside where her scent no longer lingered at the end of the side walk. I looked up and the warm sun was shining brightly in the sky. I looked down at the edge of the shadow I stood on ââ¬â where Bella last stood. I fell to my knees as I realized I couldn't follow. Pain began searing through my veins as I realized I was too late to save he r. A scream of agony almost escaped my lips as my body ripped into two. There was no way to find her and I realized that my other half, Bella, would forever be gone.
Thursday, January 2, 2020
Plastic Surgery Should Be Banned For Teenagers 18 - 943 Words
Medical technology and innovations in recent years have made major advances in the procedures and equipment available to doctors. Surgeons now have the ability to reconstruct or repair body parts for cosmetic reasons in a procedure called plastic surgery. It was not long before teenagers 18 years of age and younger noticed the potential benefits of receiving these surgeries, such as fixing misconstrued facial features, or even taking away some unwanted fat. In 2012 there were 130,502 cosmetic procedures performed on teenagers below the age of 19 (Singh). There has been an increase of interest in teenagers for cosmetic surgery and the most common procedures done for them are otoplasty, rhinoplasty, breast reduction, correction of breast asymmetry and gynecomastia (Singh). Teenagers should not have to think about these surgeries and ââ¬Å"should never be exposed to the choice for cosmetic surgeryâ⬠(Oââ¬â¢Connor 158). Plastic surgery should be banned for teenagers 18 and young er because of health risks and the fact that most are not doing it for the right reasons, such as making them feel better about themselves due to lack of self-esteem. A rise in social media and the ubiquitousness of technology has led to an immense increase in the connectivity of people. This connectivity can be valuable, but it also created an atmosphere where bullying could manifest and flourish. Self-image problems are one of the most horrendous outcomes of bullying because the boy or girl has a very lowShow MoreRelatedCosmetic Surgery : Is It A Good Idea? Essay1403 Words à |à 6 Pagestheir appearance to look more attractive like models in magazines and media. Now teenagers are catching up with this trend and the number of teen plastic surgeries has increased and has become popular. Some popular procedures that teens undergo before turning adults is liposuction, rhinoplasty and breast implants. However it is a big step and there are many reasons, teenagers should wait to have the elective surgery done. Because their bodies and way of thinking and reasoning are still developingRead MoreCosmetic Surgery : Becoming More Common817 Words à |à 4 Pagesmaking cosmetic surgery the ââ¬Å"Itâ⬠thing. Cosmetic surgery should not be given to teens. Cosmetic surgery is risky and should not be used as a quick fix for self-esteem and body image. Cosmetic surgery is the procedure of enhancing the patientââ¬â¢s appearance. Teens seeking cosmetic surgery is becoming more common. There are certain surgeries that are common in teens that get cosmetic surgery. People believe that cosmetic surgery should be banned for people that are under the age 18, and some may questionRead MoreHow Media Has Become A Big Influence For Teenage Cosmetic Surgeries1757 Words à |à 8 PagesJournal of Ethics, ââ¬Å"In recent years, more than 223,000 cosmetic procedures were performed on patients 18 years of age or younger, and almost 39,000 were surgical procedures such as nose r eshaping, breast lifts, breast augmentation, liposuction, and tummy tucks.â⬠Among todayââ¬â¢s society, outside beauty and staying forever young are the newest trends. Today, a devastating amount of American teenagers choose to alter their body in order to fit the unrealistic standard of physical attractiveness createdRead MoreCosmetic Surgery Should Be Banned1167 Words à |à 5 Pagesââ¬ËCosmetic surgery should be banned.ââ¬â¢ Do you have one thing you would like to change about your appearance? I would guess the answer is yes. People nowadays, especially women, are consumed with their appearance. Many strive to conform to what society views as the ââ¬Ëperfect body imageââ¬â¢ and this can make people extremely insecure about the way they look. They think that cosmetic surgery will solve this ââ¬â it doesnââ¬â¢t. In fact, cosmetic surgery only enhances the need to look beautiful and can lead to manyRead MoreTeen Plastic Surgery2711 Words à |à 11 PagesTeen Plastic Surgery Cosmetic plastic surgery has been increasing rapidly in the medical field, and making its way to the top of the beauty spectrum when it comes to what is important. Teenagers, especially adolescent girls, have been exploring the new ways to enhance their external appearance, and not with just lipstick and eye shadow. In the past three decades, surgeons, magazine editors, and book authors have been investigating the consequences, good and bad, of having cosmetic surgery at suchRead MoreTitles995 Words à |à 4 PagesDo magazines marketed for teenagers send the wrong message? Using at least three specific magazines for support, argue for or against the moral and ethical messages that dominate magazines directed for the teen demographic. Is it freedom of the press or harassment? Argue whether the paparazzi helps or hinders the purpose of the free press. Are grades important? Discuss whether grades are necessary in order to keep students on track with learning. Is homework necessary? Hazing is a problem onRead MoreThe Benefits of Human Cloning1337 Words à |à 6 Pageswill be free of rejection by their immune systems. Conditions such as Alzheimers disease, Parkinsons disease, diabetes, heart failure, degenerative joint disease, and other problems may be made curable if human cloning and its technology are not banned. â⬠¢ Infertility. With cloning, infertile couples could have children. Despite getting a fair amount of publicity in the news current treatments for infertility, in terms of percentages, are not very successful. One estimate is that current infertilityRead MoreBeauty Pageants : The Beauty Pageant Essay1893 Words à |à 8 Pagesstart at six months to 18 years of age. Statistics show that about 5,000 child beauty pageants are held every year and about 250,000 child contestants participateâ⬠(Child beauty pageant). Not all pageants cater to just girls, most pageants provide scholarships, the Miss America beauty pageant has provided over 45 million dollars in scholarships. Although opponents claim beauty pageants boost childrenââ¬â¢s self esteem and confidence, they reinforce the idea that a woman should be valued for her physicalRead MoreConsumer Lifestyle in Singapore35714 Words à |à 143 Pages........................................................................... ............................... 17 Dining Out ............................................................................................................................... 18 Cafà © Culture ........................................................................................................................... 19 Snacking Habits ............................................................................................Read MoreUAE Consumer Lifestyle Analysis42818 Words à |à 172 Pages2005-2009 18 Table 14 Population by Urban/Rural Location and Population Density: 2005-2009 18 Table 15 Population by Urban/Rural Location and Population Density: 2010-2020 18 Table 16 Population by Major Cities: 2005-2009 18 Table 17 Population by Major Cities: 2010-2020 18 House and Home 19 Households by Annual Disposable Income 19 Households by Number of Occupants 19 Single-person Households 20 Couples Without Children 21 Couples With Children 21 Single-parent Families 21 Table 18 Annual
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)